sometimes i am proud of being a mess

that’s passion, that’s sick, so sick, enjoy it
not everyone understands you, not everyone can join you
just scream and destroy and rebuild,
be sorry, be happy at the same time,
it’s complicated, not charming
be ugly, be a bitch
it’s all about the attitude, don’t give a fuck
bad words, shout it loud
hurt the ones that hurt you
feel sorry, then feel good and feel bad
be cheesy, patronize them then apologize
mistakes and the justice, fuck them fuck them
look back be sorry be happy
miss them, hate them, love them
don’t care about them, care about them
fuck them and don’t call them, call them
fall in love, fall out of love
be yourself, act like someone else
do your shit in your way
be a mess and enjoy it
enjoy the tragedy
laugh, cry, clean your nose